UNMASKING | Portrait Healing

Where am I going?

Life has felt a little tough and isolating lately and maybe even a little hopeless, but I realized recently those feelings are rooted in...

Trauma Response

The last month or so, out of nowhere, I found myself feeling very regressed in my growth and mental health. It was like I had time...

Fear is an Illusion

Apparently we are in Uranus Retrograde right now. I have never been into astrology much mostly in regards to the personal assessments,...

Shaky Ground

Shaky ground Trembles with my voice My wor(l)ds are alive.

Drawbacks

I have been struggling to feel safe to share my thoughts again. It’s interesting these stages I go through. Everything is just a scratch...

Oh Universe

I have really been listening to you dear Universe. I see how you are directing me...showing me who I should be attracted to and who I...

My MO

Unconditional love is problematic. When should the conditions start? Does the more time and the more blood shared mean a higher threshold...

Trickles

Annoying thoughts trickle down to create a reflection to see the unseen. Fermenting like bad wine made in basements. All I can do is...

Burning Man

August 25th I wrote: Fears: That they’ll leave me here on the playa with no way home. Abandonment That I have interrupted their lives and...

Intention vs Impact

Intention: To love and support, and maybe even empower people I care about using what skills I have in any way I can make their lives...

Opression/Repression

For years I have been learning to love myself through self portrait work. Learning to feel comfortable in my skin. Learning to move past...

Censorship

Report me and unfollow me. Im tired of living in fear. Call me a slut, I don’t care. Rape me, try and break me, but you’ll never win at...

Legacy of Happiness

I was listening to the radio the other day when they started talking about someone and something they were doing and one of the Dj’s said...

Much

What is it about me that my sensitivity is too much? That my feelings feel so hard. Why is it normal for me to reach out to friends to...

Deepest Fear

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our...

Healing Path

It’s been forever. I thought about posting here just about every other day. Since May, I have been tripping over new thoughts and...

Let's Not Speak

I have been working on this post for a few weeks now. Finished it up this AM and took this photo amidst me feeling all the times I have...

Keeping Time

Its been over a year since I have started this project. I really thought I’d feel better by now. Not that I was expecting a certain...

Fantasized

Here is the most vulnerable and honest shit I could put out there: I do not feel the slightest bit of worthiness, in any regard. I don’t...

Comfortable With Death

Does depression ever go away or do we just learn to deal with it? Doing everything in my power to fight these feelings and not much is...